EXCERPTS OF THE PAST // PART 1

8th August 2013, 03:38AM
Let's sit in your car at 2AM, with the engines turned off, and get lost in our thoughts, and let time fly right before us. Every passing minute will feel like dying seconds, and soon enough you'll be aware that it's time to leave as the warm morning sun crawls between us. And I'd still be begging for you to stay

Let's sit in your car at 2AM, and talk about how your favourite colours match mine. All the somber hues I see in my dreams in which I turned to love throughout my whole life, you do too. Tell me that's not just a coincidence.

Let's sit in your car at 2AM, with the engines turned off, and hold hands and play with each others hair. Sit quietly to hear each others heartbeat, while admiring the beautiful night sky with stars beaming all over. I wouldn't need to point out my favourite star, because it wouldn't be up there, for it is right in front of me; shining brighter than ever. 
                                                                                          

Who would have thought you'd be stuck for an infinity in my mind, played repeatedly in my little memory. How I wish I could just jump back in time and feel everything again. Every word, every laughter, every part of you. But its not that simple. Its never that simple, with us

But right now, its 2AM, and despite every tear, every fight, every goodbye, every step I take to move forward, all I want is to turn back, sit in your car, with the engines turned off, and fall back in love with you all over again.

AU REVOIR

Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.